The Real Blue

My Fate

2009-11-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

The house is vast
for a silent past
Its door is banged
locked from behind

The north-wind knocks
On my window
It asks to cry
On my shadow

Storm at night
fog in sunrise
the sun is like
a shine of ice

Surrounded pains
have been fall
My soul will have
to take them all

This is my fate,
Winds are restless,
against my faith,
they never caress

Someone should run
To unveil a blind
and after, I am gone
with all I've done.

Interesting Quotes

2009-06-22T14:32:00.000-07:00

Hitler: Demoralize the enemy from within by surprise, terror, sabotage, assassination. This is the war of the future.

Stalin: It is not the people who vote that count, it is the people who count that vote.

Mussolini: The history of saints is mainly the history of insane people.

Osama Bin Laden: Your security is in your own hands.

Napoleon: A true man hates no one.

Lincoln: A friend is one who has the same enemies as you have.

Washington: Liberty, when it begins to take root, is a plant of rapid growth.

Khatami: Ignoring people's demands in the name of religion ... will only create disappointment.

Ahmadinejad: How can you prove you are not a bad person? You can't prove that.

Religious Quotes

2009-06-03T01:19:00.000-07:00

God is not necessarily a discovery, it might be a human invention.

Deaths made under the name of God are more than under the name of Devil.

I do not think believing to something or someone that gave us the power of deduction but encourages us not to use it is necessary.

Prophets without swords are forgotten.

A reasonable religious person is like a long hair clone.

Maybe the life purpose is not to worship a God, maybe is to create one to worship.

Devil is a drunk God.

When you hate someone, he/she hates you too, so God is artificial.

Story of Two Pines

2008-12-19T08:49:00.000-08:00

Next to telephone lines
there were two pines,

for many years people thought,
they are real undoubted friends

In autumn, when there was wind and shower
one of them shook, fell on the other

Said: Sorry! it was out of my hand
my roots are out, carry me for a second!

another replied with violence:
I hate you trouble! get out of my way

leave me alone! I cannot tolerate
then, shook the poor unfortunate,

lines were torn, pine fell, in an action
the center became out of connection

a research group was sent
to figure out what happened

preventing the same problem,
pines were chopped, all of them.

Human Classification

2008-07-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

There are four types of mankind

1- Those who when do exist, do, when do not, do not: These guys are just physical bodies, most of us are like them.

2- Those who when do exist, do not, when do not, do not: These are useless people, no aim in life, dead or alive the same.

3- Those who when do exist, do, when do not, do: These are effective people, planned to develop human society, or dangerous mankind who abused their power, few of us are like them.

4- Those who when do exist, do not, when do not, do: Extra ordinary people who served their life for others with no claim. If you encounter one of them your life direction is changed.

Happy Nowrooz

2008-03-30T16:02:00.000-07:00

Happy the new Persian year 1387 Hijrat, 7030 Mitraian, 3746 Zaraostrian and 2567 Archemedian.
Yes, Mohammad the prophet had traveled from Mecca to Medina 1387 years ago, but my land, Persia, was celebrating Nowrooz 5845 years before that. Moreover, 2361 years before his travel, my people was worshiping the only God and Cyrus, the great, was distributing friendship between people all over the world about 1182 years before that trip.
We have the true calendar, the start of spring season is start of our new year. We count it even in seconds to change the year exactly on time.
Westerns have borrowed their Georgian calendar from us. Count back from December as 10th. month, November as the 9th month, October as 8th month, September as 7th. month to see we were cultural cousins a day.
Happy Nowrooz to All Then.

Everybody Knows

2008-03-14T17:21:00.001-07:00

Leonard Cohen's Style:
Everybody knows what election means

Everybody knows what power is

Everybody knows the bullet kills

Everybody knows a tortured fears
Everybody knows how it goes
Everybody knows the captain is wrong

Everybody knows the storm is strong

Everybody knows day after day

Everybody knows our people should pay
Everybody knows how it goes

Learning steps

2008-03-09T15:46:00.000-07:00

Being far apart of you, what should I learn?
Being united again at last, why should I learn?
If you be with me, miracles I learn,
and if you don't, I won't.

Do not leave if I am not an intellect,
teach them me, I am not a perfect.
Since the time is passed with you everywhere,
I will learn by time anyway.
Ferro pieces I become around a magnet fraction,
to learn the meaning of attraction.

Like a fish I make a shield of me,
to learn the deep floation in blue ocean.

Like the heart of mine I drink the red wine,
to learn the sense of true passion.

I don't know by what I learn how to faith,
someone said by faith itself.

An exercise of translation of Rumi poems from Shams collection.

what I wish

2008-03-09T15:38:00.000-07:00

A life, current like a river, I wish

A delicious crime, like the apple, I wish

A land, I don't have

The blue sky be mine, I wish

The hidden from sights who ows eyes,

The anonymous evident lord of all, I wish.

The Future is Murder!

2008-03-02T13:32:00.000-08:00

From Leonard Cohen:
Give me back my broken night, my mirrored room, my secret life, it's lonely here, there's no one left to torture.Give me absolute control, over every living soul, and lay beside me baby, that's an order!Give me crack and careless sex, take the only tree that's left and stuff it up the hole in your culture.Give me back the Berlin wall, give me Stalin and St Paul, I've seen the future, brother: it is murder! Things are going to slide, slide in all directions, won't be nothing, nothing you can measure, anymore. The blizzard, the blizzard of the world has crossed the threshold, and it has overturned. When they said "Repend" I wonder what they meant.
You don't know me from the wind you never will, you never did, I'm the little jew, who wrote the Bible. I've seen the nations rise and fall, I've heard their stories, heard them all, but love's the only engine of survival. Your servant here, he has been told to say it clear, to say it cold: It's over, it ain't going any further. And now the wheels of heaven stop you feel the devil's riding crop: get ready for the future: it is murder. There'll be the breaking of the ancient western code, our private life will suddenly explode, there'll be phantoms, there'll be fires on the road and the white man dancing. You'll see a woman hanging upside down her features covered by her fallen gown and all the lousy little poets coming round tryin' to sound like Charlie Manson. Give me back the Berlin wall, give me Stalin and St Paul, give me Christ or give me Hiroshima. Destroy another fetus now, we don't like children anyhow, I've seen the future, baby: it is murder!

Be loved...

2008-02-12T15:50:00.001-08:00

I used to, your whispers, in my ears, back and cure by miracle my injures,
I feel you, are into, my sadness, laughing to, true cry, in madness.
I wish you, come and dance, and by chance, I leave pain,to embrace.
I afraid, of nightmares, in darkness, my darling
without you, my heartbeats, will not live, a long time, in loneliness, my darling!

What I'll do

2008-02-11T16:15:00.000-08:00

What I left behind?

Mass of blind sins

What I am proud of,

as a kind?

A dead history,

nothing!

What should I find?

Tons of theories,

to be famous

But I will search for

Tomorrow

The true love,

like a widow!

Project Discrim

2007-10-26T14:33:00.000-07:00

Three years ago I left my country

Two years ago learning your language was my agony

Then I tried to be, the last year, in your society

This year I'll leave you in peace, my lovely.

What funny people you are in the west

You make war for money and ask us to resist

Bombs you don't need, you manage, indeed

The cheap workers, demanding them not to be exist.

If I think reasonably, I should stay here,

Not because I like the west, but because of my future,

I believe we will find this fact some day

The land with no minority, is no where.

The parol is long lets make it short

Lets find eachother in our fathers court

Where there is no race, no religion, no color,

There, everyone would be equally treated in any sort.

Ashakan Dejagah

2007-10-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

This post is not against any Jewish or Israelian, it is just to inform you what is the truth and what is my impression about it.

You may know "Ashkan Dejagah" the German-Iranian football player who has refused to go to Israel to participate in a football match.
Also you may know that this act caused lots of troubles and conflicts for him, his family and his future in Germany.

Seems Iranians always have conflicts with the world when they say their real troubles and ask for understanding.

I appreciate what Ashakan did, not because he didn't respect to wish of the country who he plays for, but because he was brave enough to face the truth, say it, face it and let all of us to face.

Certainly it was not respectful to say "because of my personal wish I won't participate" specially for the German society I confess. Every country needs its own football player, and of course they expect he behaves as a German not as an Iranian.

However the German football council certainly considered that they are choosing a German-Iranian not only a German player!

The bi-cultural and bi-national people may understand Ashkan better than me and you in this case.

Ashakan was able to say he was injured and do not participate in the match in Israel, like every Iranian sport man, and no coach usually forces the player if he knows what happens if he does.

Lots of people did that and we do not know since they chose the easiest way to skip not necessarily the correct way for example "Vahid Hashemian" another Iranian football player who played for Bayern Munich, in UEFA championship was injured 2 times not to go to Israel. I believe Ashkan did the most correct way. Personally I support his braveness, and I wish that you think before you declare your viewpoint about this situation.

Do you know that the Iranian who travels to Israel will be prisoned without any questioning? The duration even is declared, it is _AT LEAST_ for 6 months, written on our Iranian passport. Yes, just because of entering in Israel it doesn't matter why, sport, academic, lecture, visit, etc. It may include spy investigation about the family as well as the person who traveled there. I know, it is stupid but it is a law in Iran.

However, Israelians may not have the same problem if they travel to Iran since lots of them have Iranian origin but lots of Iranians do not have Israelian origin!

Even me as an academic person, may not participate in conferences or lectures which might be held in Israel just because of complications that I have to suffer afterwards.

Who in Germany is able to certify security and freedom of Ashkan or his family if they travel to Iran, considering the law which is mentioned in our Iranian passport?

Can you even assure security of Ashkan in Germany if he stays in Germany?

Considering the bloody terror of group of Iranians in Germany: Dr. Sharafkandi and 10 of his close friends which led to the well-known Mikonus court. The German court recently decided to free the two involved terrorists when it was evident they did it.

I have impression that the German government doesn't take care about security of its Iranian inhabitants. I ask myself do they do the same if the bloodshed was done on a group of originally German inhabitants?

I ask you: can you assure that the same thing won't appear for Ashkan or his family in Germany if an extremist decided to do the justice by himself and kill them as spies? Can you assure that even after their death with a machine gun and catching people who were responsible for the bloodshed, the German court won't free them like Dr. Sharafkandi's case?

You! yes! you who ask him to play in Israel, did you experience 1 month in prison as a spy when you did nothing wrong, and then ask Ashkan to do that for 6 months.

Can you find a reasonable person to pay at least 6 months of his happy life in prison for what you call a _FAIR_ play?

I think it is better to appreciate Ashkan for saying his real trouble, and help each other to find a reasonable solution which satisfies everyone. Such that we are able to live together in peace and happiness. It is better understand each other at least to try it, then automatically the others will do their best to understand us as well.

The Life Code

2007-09-26T14:37:00.000-07:00

I have no doubt,
that "I" is an undefined pilot,
life is a var float,
and at random one may gain.
my function called "main",
with no bugs inside in,
implies my infinite chain,
to diverge in flame,
shame!

to this game,
shame!

Ramadhan

2007-09-18T13:04:00.000-07:00

If I should die,

I beg you carry me,

To where my loves lie,

and there let me be,

and If one kiss,

On my cold lips

she gives,

Don't worry, that by this,

Again I live.

Paradise people say,

Waits for us above,

With wine for all the day,

and shining eyes to love,

I preffer my current wine,

and my sweetie fair,

Seeing at the end,

These waits again,

for us there.

What do you think will happen?

2007-08-12T04:39:00.001-07:00

If you pass your night,
and merge it with raise,
for the sake of heart,
what do you think will happen?

If because of frogiveness and love,
a few humans find their lives,
what do you think will happen?

Go my friend,
distribute your love,
even on your enemies,
if you touch their hearts,
what do you think will happen?

Confession

2007-07-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

I confess one year ago I laughed against the law,
and I confess every time that I see a politician I get nervous.
I confess against the Islamic laws I respect women,
and I confess some times I use my brain to deduct.

I confess I was not a useless animal
and I didn't like to be useless,
and I ask forgiveness.

I confess instead of seeing Indian movies I read the Persian history when I was young,
I confess that some times I am happy to be a Persian but not a Muslim.
I confess when I see my lover I like to hold her.
I confess a day I loved someone.
I hope the God forgive me because of the mentioned sins.

I confess I like UNESCO more than DISCO.
I confess the perfume has a good smell,
and babies are innocent.
I confess a day everyone will die,
I confess that I believed and still believe a day we will be responsible for our acts.
I confess to these unforgivable sins and I demand forgiveness from the judge.

I confess that the world circles, including earth,
even if the judge thinks we should fall then!
I confess I scare from the dark in a locked room.
I confess I have a heart,
and I ask forgiveness from the God because of having it.

I demand forgiveness from the judge to accept forgiveness of the God.

The Moonlight

2007-07-21T05:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it is hard to see:
The love marches city by city,

the tender runs side by side.

There is nothing else,

in my pages,
unless,

you and you and you,

me and me and me.

Que Sera Sera

2007-07-01T15:19:00.001-07:00

Que Sera Sera...

Demandis min en infanagx'

Pri bel' estonta mistra pagx'

Cxu felicxigos la vivo min?

Respondis la patrin'

Que sera sera
Per ne komprenebla vort'
Parolas venonta sort'
Que sera sera

Kaj same mia amatin'

Respondis pere de tiu kant'

Dum mi varmege certigis sxin

Esti fidel amant'

Que sera sera
Per ne komprenebla vort'
Parolas venonta sort'
Que sera sera

Nuntempe kun grandega pet'

Demandas same mia filet'

Kaj mi respondas simple al li

Per tio melodi:

Que sera sera
Per ne komprenebla vort'
Parolas venonta sort'
Que sera sera

The Longest Day

2007-06-21T15:41:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day, the 21st of June, the oposite point of Yalda. Today is the longest day, tomorrow the darkness starts to win! I declare my sorrow by this:

Lay beside me,

tell me what I have done

Speak the words I wanna hear,

to make my demons run.

The door is closed now,

but it's open if you're true,

if you can understand the me,

then I can understand the you.

Lay beside me,

under wicked sky.

The black of day,

dark of night,

we share this paralize.

What I've felt,

what I've known,

turn the pages,

turn the stones

Behind the door,

should I open it for you,

you are unforgiven too.

Lay beside me,

tell me what I've done

The door is closed nomore,

now I see the sun.

Why?

2007-06-15T15:54:00.000-07:00

Really! Why?
since, there is a door to which I found no key,
since, there is a veil through which I may not see,
since, I need to talk anonymousely,
since, there would be no more of you and me,
since, it is the color of high -my territory-,
since, it is the destination of the journey,
since, I feel myself in real blue,
since, I have a heart,
since its beats are hard.

The Devil Code

2007-06-15T15:29:00.000-07:00

I was writing a C++ code today. The function that I wrote didn't work as I expected.

I spent a working day to find out why, but finally I got tired. I decided to re-write the code rather than debugging it.

The following theme highlighted in my mind as I got weak in front of a thing which I created by myself: "A positive thoughts does not lead to a positive result". What happened to my code might happened to the God when the devil appeared!

Then, it is our job to debug the life by healing the world. Maybe it is easier to re-start the life without a devil! (if you believe it exists).