Confession

I confess one year ago I laughed against the law,
and I confess every time that I see a politician I get nervous.
I confess against the Islamic laws I respect women,
and I confess some times I use my brain to deduct.

I confess I was not a useless animal
and I didn't like to be useless,
and I ask forgiveness.

I confess instead of seeing Indian movies I read the Persian history when I was young,
I confess that some times I am happy to be a Persian but not a Muslim.
I confess when I see my lover I like to hold her.
I confess a day I loved someone.
I hope the God forgive me because of the mentioned sins.

I confess I like UNESCO more than DISCO.
I confess the perfume has a good smell,
and babies are innocent.
I confess a day everyone will die,
I confess that I believed and still believe a day we will be responsible for our acts.
I confess to these unforgivable sins and I demand forgiveness from the judge.

I confess that the world circles, including earth,
even if the judge thinks we should fall then!
I confess I scare from the dark in a locked room.
I confess I have a heart,
and I ask forgiveness from the God because of having it.

I demand forgiveness from the judge to accept forgiveness of the God.

The Moonlight

Sometimes it is hard to see:
The love marches city by city,

the tender runs side by side.

There is nothing else,

in my pages,
unless,

you and you and you,

me and me and me.

Que Sera Sera

Que Sera Sera...

Demandis min en infanagx'

Pri bel' estonta mistra pagx'

Cxu felicxigos la vivo min?

Respondis la patrin'

Que sera sera
Per ne komprenebla vort'
Parolas venonta sort'
Que sera sera

Kaj same mia amatin'

Respondis pere de tiu kant'

Dum mi varmege certigis sxin

Esti fidel amant'

Que sera sera
Per ne komprenebla vort'
Parolas venonta sort'
Que sera sera

Nuntempe kun grandega pet'

Demandas same mia filet'

Kaj mi respondas simple al li

Per tio melodi:

Que sera sera
Per ne komprenebla vort'
Parolas venonta sort'
Que sera sera

The Longest Day

Today is a special day, the 21st of June, the oposite point of Yalda. Today is the longest day, tomorrow the darkness starts to win! I declare my sorrow by this:

Lay beside me,

tell me what I have done

Speak the words I wanna hear,

to make my demons run.

The door is closed now,

but it's open if you're true,

if you can understand the me,

then I can understand the you.

Lay beside me,

under wicked sky.

The black of day,

dark of night,

we share this paralize.

What I've felt,

what I've known,

turn the pages,

turn the stones

Behind the door,

should I open it for you,

or

you are unforgiven too.

Lay beside me,

tell me what I've done

The door is closed nomore,

now I see the sun.

Why?

Really! Why?
since, there is a door to which I found no key,
since, there is a veil through which I may not see,
since, I need to talk anonymousely,
since, there would be no more of you and me,
since, it is the color of high -my territory-,
since, it is the destination of the journey,
since, I feel myself in real blue,
since, I have a heart,
since its beats are hard.

The Devil Code

I was writing a C++ code today. The function that I wrote didn't work as I expected.

I spent a working day to find out why, but finally I got tired. I decided to re-write the code rather than debugging it.

The following theme highlighted in my mind as I got weak in front of a thing which I created by myself: "A positive thoughts does not lead to a positive result". What happened to my code might happened to the God when the devil appeared!

Then, it is our job to debug the life by healing the world. Maybe it is easier to re-start the life without a devil! (if you believe it exists).