The Longest Day

Today is a special day, the 21st of June, the oposite point of Yalda. Today is the longest day, tomorrow the darkness starts to win! I declare my sorrow by this:

Lay beside me,

tell me what I have done

Speak the words I wanna hear,

to make my demons run.

The door is closed now,

but it's open if you're true,

if you can understand the me,

then I can understand the you.

Lay beside me,

under wicked sky.

The black of day,

dark of night,

we share this paralize.

What I've felt,

what I've known,

turn the pages,

turn the stones

Behind the door,

should I open it for you,

or

you are unforgiven too.

Lay beside me,

tell me what I've done

The door is closed nomore,

now I see the sun.

Why?

Really! Why?
since, there is a door to which I found no key,
since, there is a veil through which I may not see,
since, I need to talk anonymousely,
since, there would be no more of you and me,
since, it is the color of high -my territory-,
since, it is the destination of the journey,
since, I feel myself in real blue,
since, I have a heart,
since its beats are hard.

The Devil Code

I was writing a C++ code today. The function that I wrote didn't work as I expected.

I spent a working day to find out why, but finally I got tired. I decided to re-write the code rather than debugging it.

The following theme highlighted in my mind as I got weak in front of a thing which I created by myself: "A positive thoughts does not lead to a positive result". What happened to my code might happened to the God when the devil appeared!

Then, it is our job to debug the life by healing the world. Maybe it is easier to re-start the life without a devil! (if you believe it exists).